I’m lying to myself everyday. I’m running away from myself. I relate to stories I read online and assure myself that I’m not as bad as them but I am. I am anxious. I am procrastinating by reading books. I waste my time on social media. I have negative thoughts. I work out a lot, probably more than necessary. I’m ignoring my bad posture. I’m ignoring my lack of focus. I’m not budgeting as well as I could be. I have started noticing a competitive air in conversations and I don’t like it. I get nervous and forget to listen to the person and be aware and present in the moment. I am not perfect, but I need to stop running away from myself. I would like to slow down and take stock of who I am right now.
